Thx for everyone who visit my blog.

im not a good blogger and im not often update my blog. today i just sign in and saw my beloved frens n visitor left some comment to me..is kind of surprise..thx for u guys support and caring..thx alots.. wish u all happy forever and smile always ya..a BIG BIG smile to u all :)..

14/5/2010

in the midnight of friday, but today consider sat ady..^^..hahax..sitting at mcd..ntg to do..just feel like wanna to come out..then come out lo..@.@..i like to chat tot myself..hahx...other ppl sure think that im crazy..ya..i am crazy...hahax..~~..cause too boring ah..xixi..LOL..stupid jazz..really stupid..wahkaka...


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ok..stop nonsense..back to the topic..i hate ppl like to create rumors... hate it..why ppl like to say something that is not true, something that is nonsense without any benefit to itself? haiz..anything can be happen..the world is so 'dark'..why i can live in a peaceful place? with ppl who r kind.@.@..

12/5/2011

@.@..hmm..ntg special ..just feel like wanna to write blog only..^^..when i can get a group of english communicate frens?just wish that i have a group frens..@.@..i just crazy in english...hahx..love english so much..mylife= english..hahx..joke..although not a joke..but is a joke..^^..seriously.!!..hhahx..

today- 9/5/2011

@.@..ntg happen and nothing further is going on..just same as usual, texting someone and thats all. @.@...as i posted on my fb..''i dunno when is the day come and dunno when its end..just stay calm to wait the day arrive''. while waiting there is ntg that i can do..besides wait just wait..XD..hahx..i know what it type is kind of rubbish..XD..but who cares..im enjoy..stop fucking me and said dun post stupid status on wall..now im not..im posting my blog..so shut ur bloody mouth. i dun 1 to hear anymore..i do what i like..

18/3/2011

hmm...sometimes i really cant sense something. my sense is quite obtuse, or somehow sense wrong thing. erm..what i mean is i keep catching wrong feels by someone. but however, is a good start la. i will try to be patience and dun walk too fast. be stable and try to take chance..@.@..im bluring now..dunno what to say about it. she is quite friendly, and this time i have a feel again, but dunno am i feels right. hope this time have a good ending.
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Amen!

LOVE.

..after saw this movie i just know my love is cant compare with the real love. <单身男女〉 the story talk about 2 boys loving a girl in the same time. 2 of them using alots of idea to make this girl happy. a guy very rich and with flower heart, who the 1 the girl love the most, but the girl doesnt wanna to be with this guy, cause the girl thought she can find a guy that wont ever guilty to her. in the same time the other guy appear. he also loving this girl many years ago, and he the 1 who keep cheer her up behind it. he is a so nice guy and give every care to her. this is a love story, is very touched story. the idea the action they took, let me feel happy and joyful, is very touched. we should learn something from this 2 guy.

Confusing...

hmmm..O.o..feeling like fall in love with some one, but feels like we have a distance. i dunno are we close, when i think deeply, definitely we r not close. just call once awhile, mesg once awhile, mostly is chatting on msn,or fb. sometimes when heard she said emoing , or up-sad, i feels like a knife inserted into my chest.i will followed unhappily..however, i didnt think too much, just be as usually fren, cause i know that well, is not gona we work with me and she. just hope she r happy, although im just a passing guy or a man that can accompany her, and im satisfy with that.

we should stand up for ur own right to feel your pain.XD

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

fucking emo moody script..DUN fuck see this blog..

haiz..here again..just wanna post some stupid comment over my blog..+ they wont come here to see also..quite free to write anything here...fuck them..i dunno who r them i dunno what they said..i duno what they want..just fuck them..all of them..i just feel i have no mood to go college at all...just wanna speed up my speed to graduate...as fast as possible..i wont go turn my head anymore..just leave all of them behind..i wont care wont ask wont care anymore..what kind of person i am? let u all to play to judge like stupid to fool around? sorry la..you all doesnt know much about me..so what ? for the pass 1 and a half year..rubbish la..u dunno who am i ..u dunno my characteristic at all..fuck you all..is not important that who am i to u all is important that who i am, know what im doing that;s enuf. fuck hell ya..

damn u all la...

recently i get alot of complain behind me...haiz...i can feel something also..dunno what happen also..why suka suka at belakang orang cakap hal yang buruk? i have ntg wrong..but i think something wrong to u all lo...haiz...girl really is 8 poh lo...~.~..so sad la..after heard this..damn hurt...i didnt do anything wrong didnt speak something that hurt u all..but why leH? dun so childish la..a branch of kiddo.

my quotes..XD

1)如果回到从前，你会做什么？我还是会走回一样的道路，但是这次不同，把走过的道路，把它走宽些，好让后面的人好走!

2)who care you, you are nobody but you are somebody. no 1 care you, but im here. im the 1 who willing spend my time to care about you. so..pls smile..XD : ) the world will change if you reconsider who am i..XD

3)do you recognize the road that you had passed thru?
do you remember who you had talked with?
do you remember the last hand that u holding with?
pls do remember everything in ur life. is valuable memory.

4)雨从天而降，嘀嗒嘀嗒的打在路上，散处的水花，真是好看呐！虽然只是普通的雨，但，当你细心的看，它并不平凡，因为当你觉得它不平凡的那一刻，那么你就走到了另一个境界！别人不知，只有你能察觉!

5)a hurricane will arrive in every moment, when you dun appreciate what you have now, you will be nothing, no one will know when is the next hurricane arrived. pls do appreciate and cherish it.. : )

经历与看透了一切..XD

1) if some 1 make u understand about what is appreciate, then u are the luckiest person on the world..XD..be strong and be independent. appreciate ur life..XD..is valuable.

2)一天一大笑好比一天一滴泪，为何还要流泪..: ) 生活最重要就是开心！..XD..加油的开心活下去..

3)一个人的俊和美不是像外表的如此，打从心底的笑才是最美丽的一面..XD

4)开心里头吃了多少的苦头有谁知，但只要有信念，开心的活着就是成功的一半了..XD 吃的苦多没关系，最终是开心就能盖阔所有的悲伤..XD..

emo..XD

1) 一天一天累计的累，疲倦，伤心，失望和情绪都不知该往哪儿发泄！只好把生活过得充实，繁忙点，至少还能帮助一点点！: )

2)经过一次一次的波浪，是时候把自己的尊严，脾气放下！最后也许可以得到更多的东西，或能得到你最想要的最珍贵的一份情感!! : )

3)如果一瓶酒一份感情就能忘记，那么生活有多好! 如果生活里只有17个小时有多好？睡觉吃饭做工，那么就没那么多时间想不该想的事情..: )

4)一路走来经过那么多事情，把这份经历这份心情好好的储藏在心底！别忘记这份经历，因为是胜过百万，它是无价的.
: )

5)把手放开把心里打开，不开心的事就如洗菜一样，不新鲜的菜，有虫的菜就要把它选出，虽然那些菜是很有营养很丰富，但是它毕竟是过去的事情，丢了吧！把开心的事，完美新鲜的菜收起来！好好珍惜剩下的菜，那是你唯有，也是你唯一的！
: )

6)身上的伤痕就像你经历的一切，每一道疤痕都有自己的故事，疤痕虽然不好看，别人也不会欣赏，但别理会！因为只有你才清楚每一道疤痕，每份情感和故事！得空时好好的留意自己的疤痕，它会令你变得坚强，让你更有信心的走下你还没走完的道路..: ) 别介意，加油吧!

7)喜欢拍照吗？喜欢的很好，但别把它用在不好的地方！别只爱拿相机，试下放手被人拿相机，让人拍拍自己的样子，自己的一切，别太过小看自己！有时你看了自己的照片你会觉得自己其实很有魅力很活泼，很有自信的！相信自己！试下让人拍你吧! : )

8)先接受自己，先懂得看自己的好，先懂得了解自己! 那么什么事你都会看得是美的！..: )

9)‎- something we cant control dun too care, we must learn how to accept. is hard to control feeling especially some1 that beside u had pass away. try to accept the fact, and give a space and time to urself.. u r not live because or urself, is becoz of every1 and ur family and ur lover. the world is balance, u cant stand by ur own, so pls do respect urself and others, live healthy and think healthy. : )

6/2/2011

yoohh....finally back from langkawi...XD..hhax..this few day cant on9..now at airport on9ing for few hours...wooohohooo..shuang...hhax..hmm..this few day..play ntg much..just play jet-ski..quite shuang yi xia..but..damn expansive lo..30minit. 100 bucks...isshhh...kill me...then alots more didnt play also..then..for the meal..lunch and dinner also ok lor..all around 230++..expansive also..ishh..faint...luckily not my money..wohhooo...XDD..happy new year trip..hhax..

31/1/2011

morning just some sharing to my friend who r viewing...this is what i shared on fb (today im satisfy..XD i have a good talk with my bro..XD..special night...im really happy with it. to my fren..pls do communicate with ur family while ur family still here..appreciate what u have now..not regret when is too late...time is not a excuse..try to spend some time to ur family...u will be change alots..be happy ..and forever..) family is important ...everything must be appreciated..felt enough waht u have now..however..im really happy and satisfy..i love u my family..forever.. especially my bro..u r changed..i love u..

29/1/2011

hmmm@.@..today saturday ...last day also wanna go coll..@.@

arhghhh///kisiao ady la me...i miss the feeling ..the feel that i hug..the way i treat ..the 1 that i care..the thing that i like..the thing that make me smile,fun and laugh..@@..i miss this life...who can give me those life..@.@..im not desperate ..but im feel lonely..@.@..isshh..dunno what nonsense im talking about..hhax..bla bla///

28/1/2011

today slp late liao..@.@..ko liao...5 alarm..but i close liao duno..@.@..haiz..but nvm..my college is damn free ..XD..so freedom geh..hhax..then lunch have pizza..XD..then wail till 5 only back home..then this period im lepak sini and sana..XD..so free..be geh bo..XD..hhax..lalala..@.@.. omg...2 more day to suff internet....ahhhhhh..my life..@.@..shiittt...haiz..still need to do homework..wth..@.@...isshh...preparing exam while im in the new year mood..chech...haiz..

27/1/2011

@.@...omg..yesterday didnt eat dinner till morning..@.@..then afternoob only eat my (dinbrunch)...@.@ LOL..XD..hhax..today morning at coll busy till evening 5pm only free..@.@..back home 6 then bla bla bla + bath till 7..@>@...hungry again...luckily today mummy cook at home...wakakka..XD..long time didnt eat my mum cook geh dish liao..Xd happy..muacks..@...xixi..



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aduuii///just saw my fren blog..2.@..she kisiao 1..XD..everyday dream artist de..@.@..so geng 1..@.@..can always dream all leng zai..hahx..really 38..XD

26/1/2011 night

after class..@.@..yo...i had design a light..although outlook not nice la..every body also say that ugly..@.@..but is ok..however im using hard to do geh..really hardworking geh...luckily my lecturer say good also..XD..hahx..happy..dun care ppl thinking or talking..did what i have done then enuf liao..xD..weee..XD

26/1/2011

Xd..today went to coll..but going there just like didnt go also..XD..do abit homework then lepak lepak..XD..9.30 class..reach around 10..then wait 1 pm go have lunch.XD..wahhkaka..then go back lepak abit then go back home le..@.@
..then it ends up my day..XD..so wasted..XD..


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i know is kind of weird..XD..ppls writing their blog so colourful so nice ..XD..but mine hahx..actually im writing diary..XD..is all about my feel..XD..

25/1/2011

waoo..@.@..so fast ady year 2011...@.@. im still standing on this position..nothing much changed..@.@..so long didnt open up my blogger to update..XD..kind a sorry to my blog..hhax..previously i pay so much attention for this blog..now i just stop at here..hhax..hmm..recently feel losing something..i think i found that ..XD..that is start write my blog from this sec..XD..nyahha..gogo jazz..XD..u can do it..无可否认 this is the place where i can encourage myself and express my emotion and my happiness..Xd...no other way..i love to type rather than speak out..bla bla bla bla bla..XD..dunno what to say..hhax..so messy ..bla bla blaaaaaaa.. :)