Confusing...

hmmm..O.o..feeling like fall in love with some one, but feels like we have a distance. i dunno are we close, when i think deeply, definitely we r not close. just call once awhile, mesg once awhile, mostly is chatting on msn,or fb. sometimes when heard she said emoing , or up-sad, i feels like a knife inserted into my chest.i will followed unhappily..however, i didnt think too much, just be as usually fren, cause i know that well, is not gona we work with me and she. just hope she r happy, although im just a passing guy or a man that can accompany her, and im satisfy with that.