18/3/2011

hmm...sometimes i really cant sense something. my sense is quite obtuse, or somehow sense wrong thing. erm..what i mean is i keep catching wrong feels by someone. but however, is a good start la. i will try to be patience and dun walk too fast. be stable and try to take chance..@.@..im bluring now..dunno what to say about it. she is quite friendly, and this time i have a feel again, but dunno am i feels right. hope this time have a good ending.
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Amen!

LOVE.

..after saw this movie i just know my love is cant compare with the real love. <单身男女〉 the story talk about 2 boys loving a girl in the same time. 2 of them using alots of idea to make this girl happy. a guy very rich and with flower heart, who the 1 the girl love the most, but the girl doesnt wanna to be with this guy, cause the girl thought she can find a guy that wont ever guilty to her. in the same time the other guy appear. he also loving this girl many years ago, and he the 1 who keep cheer her up behind it. he is a so nice guy and give every care to her. this is a love story, is very touched story. the idea the action they took, let me feel happy and joyful, is very touched. we should learn something from this 2 guy.

Confusing...

hmmm..O.o..feeling like fall in love with some one, but feels like we have a distance. i dunno are we close, when i think deeply, definitely we r not close. just call once awhile, mesg once awhile, mostly is chatting on msn,or fb. sometimes when heard she said emoing , or up-sad, i feels like a knife inserted into my chest.i will followed unhappily..however, i didnt think too much, just be as usually fren, cause i know that well, is not gona we work with me and she. just hope she r happy, although im just a passing guy or a man that can accompany her, and im satisfy with that.

we should stand up for ur own right to feel your pain.XD

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

fucking emo moody script..DUN fuck see this blog..

haiz..here again..just wanna post some stupid comment over my blog..+ they wont come here to see also..quite free to write anything here...fuck them..i dunno who r them i dunno what they said..i duno what they want..just fuck them..all of them..i just feel i have no mood to go college at all...just wanna speed up my speed to graduate...as fast as possible..i wont go turn my head anymore..just leave all of them behind..i wont care wont ask wont care anymore..what kind of person i am? let u all to play to judge like stupid to fool around? sorry la..you all doesnt know much about me..so what ? for the pass 1 and a half year..rubbish la..u dunno who am i ..u dunno my characteristic at all..fuck you all..is not important that who am i to u all is important that who i am, know what im doing that;s enuf. fuck hell ya..